I'm not bitter anymore, because I know what we had was real
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It's okay. I'm just having an allergic reaction to the universe!
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Fleet Foxes - White Winter Hymnal
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I chase after things that aren't meant to be chased after, we were both impossible to catch until we found each other. You're the right kind of person I've always dreamed of, you've got every single thing I've always thought to be necessary for him to be the perfect one, it seems so ridiculous, i find it borderline hilarious because it feels like if I always did the same with every boy I am with... I don't know how to describe how I feel, it is such a difficult thing to do right now. I know you're not the one (at least for the moment) we both know we are not going to be together for the rest of our lifes but each day goes by and every single one I've spent with you gets so hard to forget for lots of reasons. You're special, you're diferent from every boy I've known.
