One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind...
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I've got to be brave, stronger than ever. I've got to fight just to make sure I'm able not to be hurt whenever people want to. I make my own decissions, my way depends on me.
You came, you did, I fell, you didn't, I suffered, you fell, we were, sometimes we didn't, until you went away, I suffered, you came, I didn't care the pain I wanted you back, I forgot, I fell, you didn't, until you went away, I suffered and then you came, but went away but it seems like if you wanted to stay, I'm suffering. So c'mon, please, if you really love me and want me next to you, then show me you'll never make me cry again because I'm fed up, and I just don't want you to do whatever you want with me. NO. I'll resist. These days have been eternity. You weren't here. And I feel stupid loving someone who will never love me back. I feel like if I couldn't do anything to solve this. TIME
THIS IS MY CHAOS
